We all have something that’s holding us back from truly being our best selves, and for me it’s lack of PATIENCE. I came in into 2018 with every intent on finding peace and really find the power of PATIENCE.

Well, here we are in August 2018 and your girl is still at the very same spot as she was in December 2017, struggling to be STILL. I mean, how do you stay still while moving 100 miles per hour? Feeling every single bump on the road? How can you be at peace when every single thing around you is on FIRE? How? HOW???????

Yes, those are questions I’ve asked myself ALL last week, all year if I’m being honest. But here I am, fighting tears, desperately wanting and needing to take control of my emotions, learning to hold on just another day to see how I feel. Push that thought, that feeling to say something, to do something. Telling myself over and over again it’s ok to feel but you really don’t have to act. Be patient. Be STILL. But of course easier said done than done?

As I’m sitting in the middle of Fort Lauderdale Airport people watching and thinking to myself it’s your life and it’s time to TAKE CONTROL. You can in fact take control of your entire life. YES, you can learn to take control
of your emotions, you are patient, you just haven’t learn to use your powers, peace is right around the corner.

As I was telling myself  those simple words, I believe them with everything within me. This journey of self discovery is an on going journey and if we stop trying to rush and learn to BE STILL and enjoy every phase, stop being so pressed to get to our destination we will learn how beautiful and wonderfully made we are. And patience is a virtue.

So yea, here’s to being STILL while moving 100 Miles per hour… And learning to be ok in complete silent.

Happy Monday 😉